Erotic is a word
that is greatly overused these days. When a film or book is described
as erotic, I am inevitably disappointed. Is it just that we
all have our own ideas of what it means? Is it all context? I
came back to the Shakespeare sonnets recently after listening to a CD
by Michaela
Carter
of her reading selected sonnets. (You can listen to these two at the
MP3.com site which offers excerpts from her
recent recording of Shakespeare Sonnets.)
They sounded far more sensual than I recall them being. The
two
sonnets we are using here
seem to me good examples of that line - sensuality / sexuality, that
erotic seems to bump gently against. Sonnet LVII " being your slave",
seems headed one way, while Sonnet CXXX, "my mistress' eyes" goes off
in another direction ( He almost seems to be celebrating her
ordinariness)
The prompt was to
explore that erotic area without wandering too far from the
line.
Reading the poems I felt
naked
as if they were staring at my
body
instead of hearing the
words.
I tried the use the podium as a
towel
and wrap it around me.
Freshly showered, this clean
poem
that smelled so good to
me
had suddenly picked up
odors.
I mention my age and a
woman
looks at my hips
appraisingly.
She whispers to a
friend
who nods agreement.
When I say
tongue
a man in the front row
licks
his lips slowly and I feel
it,
and smell his breath
roll
over the poem.
My eyes lift over all of
them
and find a man in back
staring into my eyes.
His eyes, serious and
sad,
want to turn away,
but I hold them.
I will him to come
forward.
Right up the center
aisle.
And coming behind me,
he removes his jacket and slides
it
over my bare
shoulders,
and presses himself to my
back.
His arms cross my
breasts
and I go hard and
soft.
Everything is fine, he
says
as I finish reading the
poem.
Lonely weeds are growing in my
garden
and only dreams are roaming there,
still free
to pluck yesterday's flowers.
Will he pardon
my hedonistic scheme -tomorrow's
spree
away from sorrow - back to carnal
planting?
Then, at plot's first bloom, he
picked the best
of all I had to offer, even
chanting
"Gather rosebuds now and damn
the rest!"
Perhaps across the miles and sultry
years,
the pungent odor of a well remembered
power
will titillate my Eros,
shedding fears
enough to plant another passion
flower
and tingeing deeper red this
bleeding heart;
but not again to tear this place
apart!
So, it's like this.
Sometimes you fall in
love,
or you think you do,
and for awhile it's just
you
being a little crazy with
yourself,
making up stories about how it
could
all work out -- you have scenarios --
there's even theme music
--
just wait,
this might be the truest
love,
better than anybody's.
And the whole time, days,
months
even, you're just blind with
it,
writing it,
and calling up all your
friends
to document the wonderful
torment.
And of course, you haven't a
clue.
Listen -- you'll get over it
--
one day you'll be sitting
next
to some guy -- a new guy -- and
he'll
bend down to get something on the
floor,
or to retie his shoe,
and when he comes up
his shoulder will be touching
yours
ever so slightly -- ordinary cloth
separating
your nakedness from his, and
you'll
want something then -- and when you
get it,
you might be tempted to call it
love,
but don't.
Because love doesn't taste this good,
honey.
Love licks the salt lick once, and
dies.
It's the cow you rode in
on.
Save yourself for skin, and
for
whatever other burning thing won't
stay.
Its the morning after and
Im still in bed,
still thinking about
it.
How I pulled your jeans down while
you lay
sleeping on your stomach on my
bed.
You turned your head to the side,
half of you
looking at me and still sleepy, you
said nothing.
And I ran my hands over your ass,
the fingertips
in that valley, pressing, and my
hand
finding you soft and hot below, I
wanted
to make love to you then, there, that
way,
knowing I
couldnt.
And during the night, you awaken,
and pulling
my flowered panties down my legs,
you
did it. And in the morning I woke
up
on my back, breathing through my
mouth,
taking enormous
breaths.
Moist skin in
bedclothes
desire wakens as
jasmine-
night blooming passion
When a thought is not the
same,
and the feelings run
free.
Your heart is no longer
tame,
and emotions express
me.
The warmth is felt when everyone is
cold,
the sun's rays are always
near.
Actions seem so bold,
memories are not of
fear.
My mind and heart are in sync with
each other,
as the sweet smell of love fills the
air.
I need not think of
another,
with you there is a feeling that I'd
like to share.
Sarah Reen
Mama always warned
me
about live
wires
left dangling
from strong storms.
I found one
visiting with
Grandma
when I came home from school
cousin Bill's good
friend
come to see some home
folks,
fair skinned
Anglo-Saxon
lookin good in his
Navy blues.
Perched at the edge
of the nearby
sofa
I listened for a while
saw my insides shimmer
like rippled
diamonds
on a sunlit
lake
lay back against the
pillows
in seductive
pose
and felt a pulsing
power
pitch between
us.
Grandma rapped my bare
knees
with a sharp, Sit
up!
Mama warned me
about live
wires.
Cherise Wyneken
She trails her pale fingers across
my forearm
Leaving faint marks on my sunburned
skin
The heavy autumn light perfectly
illuminates this room
She is a Weston
photograph
Body bold shadows, either
black
Or white
I am an Ansel Adams
Sierra storms frozen in
time
Clouds like marble
While the granite remains
unchanged
in her skirt
opens
as she walks
to me.
It is inviting
but not inviting
me.
She is gliding
on a warm
current
between us,
Her wingspan
fills my vision,
the tips of her
feathers
brush my face
when she passes.
He comes to me in the midnight
hour when all is still and black
When the moon has slipped into the
night and light is what I lack
When the eerie silence fills my room
and I feel myself desire
The intermingling of our senses, he
begins to stoke my fire
Beginning from the lining of my soul
he starts to stroke
The very fibre of my being, his eyes
of impassioned smoke
And soon I feel his smoldering being
surge with pride and strength
And such sensations course through my
skin that lies against his length
His breath upon my neck like gentle
whispers of a summer breeze
With silky sliding motion our souls
begin to meld with ease
Soon we have discovered what only we
alone can taste
The urgency has caught us both, there
is no time to waste
The intoxicating whirlwind of our
souls...oh how we are burning
To satiate and gratify the
satisfaction that we are yearning
A galloping of heartbeats and
pulsations now are strong
To retreat into any other disposition
would be wrong
The sleek union of our beings cause
deep rumblings from within
I gasp for air at the disbelief of
our resistance giving in
And soon our thrusts to reach sweet
heaven echo our bodies' song
The breaths escaping from swollen
lips, deliberate and long
A sudden tensing of our limbs as he
floods deep within my womb
My flesh does tremble and clasps at
him, my lover in my room
And like the leaves of fall that
flutter softly back to earth
He brings me down to feel the moon
that sets upon our mirth
And as the dawn begins to peak from
above horizon's door
I lovingly wait impatiently for
tonight when he comes once more.
The wagons gathered
quietly
Tree-hidden, smoke
screened
A bright rainbow
Of Lincolns,
Cadillacs.
Unseen by all but me.
Fires were kindled
Under the moon
By men in bright silk,
And Levi's, and gold;
Sharing golden smiles.
Then came one
To the circle of light
Dark as the shadows,
Large as a grizzly,
Regal, proud, knowing.
He called for wine,
And all there gathered
Poured for him,
Drank to him,
Sharing black secrets.
The music rose
unbidden,
Uncorked with the wine
Thick, hot as steam.
The proud one grinned,
Nodding to the rhythm.
The shadows stirred.
She swirled through the
smoke
Parting the music.
Heat in motion,
Copper hair and
earrings.
All those encircled
Transfixed by her
breasts,
Drawn by her thighs,
Believed her dance
To be their own.
So deeply were they
drawn
Into her promise
Her musk, her abandon,
They paid no heed
To my approach.
My eyes caught her
As her back arched,
Hips thrust forward.
Her eyes caught mine
And beckoned me.
I entered the circle
Entered the dance
Entered the dancer.
Abandoned fear,
Abandoned self.
We swirled as one.
Leapt through the
flames,
Joined the night,
Chased the stars
Unchaste beneath the
moon.
The wagons passed
quietly.
A weeping caravan
Of Lincolns,
Cadillacs,
Brightly clad men
And their broken king.
They'd never
understood
The dance or the
dancer,
Never dared share
Her lustful charms.
I dared.
Sweet dream of passion and rich
love-
oh heavenly vision from
above.
You make the nights too short with
pleasure-
and give desire without
measure.
My cup is filled with your pure
grace-
I shut my eyes and view your
face.
Your warmth abounds inside my
head-
your scent still lingers in my
bed.
I breathe in times when you're not
here-
but live in times when you are
near.
My thoughts consumed by your soft
charms-
I ache to hold you in my
arms.
But once again till we may
meet-
my memories must be
complete.
My dream of passion and rich
love-
my lovely vision from
above.
Brush & Canvas
his tongue is the
brush
sliding down her pale
canvas
dipping in her paint
she tastes like
summer
and autumn and winter's
kiss
a small, minor feast
peony petals
pressed against flesh, into
vein,
small confetti burst
canvas turns and
sighs
painting brought to life, at
last--
the wait has been long
his tongue is the
brush;
he paints in
watercolour
and goes outside
lines.
LVII. Being
your slave, what should I do but tend from The Sonnets |
CXXX. My
mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun; view the other sonnets |
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